Watching you walk away
I blink my eyes wide open,
trying to digest the reality.
I don't know why
I cant seem to let you go.
When the roof comes crashing in
and I'm left with the blame on my head.
My head spinning,
So wild,
I cant seem to make it stop.
Yesterday seems far off.
I try to look at the future
With a brighter view.
But somehow the past seems
to be catching up.
We decide to walk alone.
Should be easy I tell myself.
You've done it before...
But this time its different.
I don't want it.
The millionth time I wonder-
What is it that I do?
Every time?
Why cant I live a normal life?
But sit dealing with maniacs
and mirrors and a self demeaning soul?
The thirst hasn't been quenched.
And I will always be looking.
Brave, never misled.
Don't forget me.
I won't forget you too.
