Losing touch...

A poem I'd forgotten about...I found in my diary...recent yet old.. Not a personal favorite but I do like the ending few lines. Pretty chaotic.. 

What happens when you lose touch?

When you lose contact?

Your hearts shattered

Everything seems empty.

You keep the smile on your face

But underneath you're hollow.

That's when you remember

the fond memories

and joyful times together

and suddenly you feel 

that pain your chest.

It grabs you suddenly

and you're wide awake

when you'd fallen asleep

dreaming about it all.

You see the shadow

fading to darkness

and you hide your feelings,

and you're already breathless.

 Even though you can't bear it,

and you yearn for it, all over again;

You know there's nothing you can do...

'Cause it's already losing it's grip.

Wish you hadn't said somethings...

Wish you hadn't shown somethings...

Wish things had turned out differently,

And you didn't look like a fool, a loser. 

You're ready to change it,

You're ready to do it,

For that one person who meant everything,

You're ready to leave the world behind. 

But the time's gone,

You're already running late for it all.

It's a nightmare that came true,

and overpowered all the dreaming that you do,

And that's when you wake up, 

shudder and realize

wipe that tear in the corner of your eye;

You didn't mean to start it all,

And all you're waiting for,

is that one phone call.