Faith

I don't know why...but I really liked this one. It was true..to it's nature and it just..came. So..yeah..hope you like it. :)

You see him 

texting again,

It's gotta be you

simple and plain.

That's when

darkens the weather..

You haven't talked

in days together.

Strikes the chord,

the music plays,

instead of yellows 

it's blues and grays.

There is a big lump

in your throat.

You gulp

but it doesn't go.

Suddenly you feel

lonely all over,

insecure, weak 

and out of power.

You take a step

and play strong.

There's possibly nothing

that could ever go wrong.

And you await that reply,

all though the night..

and think positive,

happy and light.

You keep up hope

and fingers crossed.

But you gotta admit

you're scared and lost.

And just when 

you're about to give up,

You see her

and your fear is confirmed.

You tell your brain

mind and heart,

console yourself

to stay apart.

You hate this feeling

and you can't help it

'Jealousy' is the word

yep, you know it.

When time's passed,

and you're feeling alright

Let her have him..

You give up the fight.

You feel the breeze

take a deep breath.

Your time will come

No losing faith.

You

This was in the drafts and I realized I hadn't posted this.. 

Sometimes we wish and keep wishing

sometimes we hope and keep hoping,

but there is someone who

sometimes, fulfills both.

At times, I wish and keep wishing

even when I know it isn't working

with my heart not ready to accept

and a will not ready to shatter.

Once again, after years, I wished

and knew it ain't getting fulfilled

Along came you,

and built a bridge brand new

to that world of attention and heed.

It was different, it was nice

unexpected with absolutely no price

to see someone like you

make way for someone like me.

It was as though the sun

was peeping out of the clouds

after ages of darkness

there it was, shining bright.

And once when I looked back

I saw the journey I traveled so far

and thanked almighty or that caring hand

I'd finally found. 

If only you knew how much you meant to me.

If only you knew how much I needed you.

You made my day when it was dark

I thought positive when I was with you.

I thought people got used to loneliness

and I hoped I would too.

Seems I got it wrong

because I might see myself begging for you. 

So thank you for being there

when I needed it.

And I want to be there

when you need me too.

Hurt...deep within.

It's cheesy and you probably won't like it... But I wrote it and decided it to post it anyways. :/

I cried last night
overcome with guilt
all the memories flashing
thoughts running in front of my eyes.
I didn't know what to do
Didn't know whom to talk to
The music burned in my ears
And I drowned into the pain.
Tears flowed down my cheek
My heart ached
Scared and confused
I felt helpless; hopeless rather.
I tried to calm myself
But I wouldn't work
I breathed harder
My hands wrapped around myself
And I plunged into the pain.
After a while,
I heaved a long sigh
The tears were gone
my eyes were clouded.
And I longed for him
more than ever
Because I knew
I would feel alright
safe and protected
in his arms.
I remembered the day earlier
wished I didn't
feel like such a loser..
and tears flowed down my cheek
I tried to calm myself
But it wouldn't work.