No projects as of yet!

Hello! And I'm back! :)

Someone yesterday reminded me about a not-so-long-ago promise to undertake some projects about writing so that it was more consistent.
Well...as it turns out.. I don't think I'll be able to undertake any long term writing projects write now! Sorry :-( You see, I'd like to keep this blog to myself, for my poems. Also, I won't be as free as I'd like to be in the coming few weeks. And maybe soon I'll start a new blog for all the 30 day memes and random writings...etc. So, for the selected few, who have been telling me to do 30/60 days projects, I'll let you know if I put up another blog! :)

Thanks again..for reminding me! (Allison ;) and Noah you too!)

Hope to hear more from you guys! 

Keeping it quiet

An inspiration from a book I read.. :) and some of my favorite songs..

Freshly baked cookies

and the smell of chocolate

as you think of donuts

and muffins.

Suddenly the sun's all warm

smiling brightly at you

and your iPod's playing

that favorite tune..

You tap your feet

Feel the breeze blow your hair.

You feel energized and fresh

and can't wait to dance.

The evenings you feel

so colorful and alive,

Bustling with people

careless and free.

You feel all pretty

and you're more than happy

Suddenly all so helpful

and your eyes are shining bright.

You giggle, laugh

Feel all goody-goody

Crave for your favorite foods,

Yet so relaxed and at peace.

Then it strikes,

why out of the blue,

Is there such a change?

That your view of the same world

Is all the opposite of what you felt?

You, then, grin to yourself

and you feel your heart smiling...

and its reflecting on your face..

You know the reason deep down,

and you have never felt this way before. :)

Have You?

This is one poem I wrote last week..I found it quite true to its nature..and I hope you do too.

Have you ever felt the way I have?
When you take a deep breath
And put your fingers through his hair..
Search for those crazy eyes,
You lose yourself into.
You take a deep breath...
And remember..
When you felt complete,
At peace with yourself..and with him.
Someone you had waited for,
Since quite a long time.
And you'd felt safe..
Secure.. Protected.
When you put your arms around him
Or when he touched your cheek..
Or when he told you
He'd never do justice to someone like you...

Have you ever felt the way I have?
When, like a fool,
You accepted it,
Gave in everything you ever had.
Told him you liked him,
No matter what.
Tear trickles down your face.
You realise
You have been dreaming all along.
Such stuff never exist..
Or maybe you feel you don't deserve any of it.

Have you ever felt the way I have?
When you looked at your friends,
Wondered why was it
That they got everything they wished for?
And you can't even have that one wish
You put your heart and soul into?
Why was it,
That they always had their family
as well as their friends by their side?
Did I do something wrong?
Have I missed something?
The one day when you felt you won
That the very next, you lost everything?

Have you ever felt the way I have?
When you looked back,
You saw absolutely no one.
Even the ones who promised?
The ones that vowed to never break your trust..
And you have never ever felt
Such intense pain in that tiny little heart of yours?

Have you ever felt the way I have?
So...open..naked.
Like you have nothing left to say.
Everything taken away from you
And you're left all alone.
Maybe you never knew him at all.
But you did blurt out all your secrets,
Didn't you??

This had to happen, I say.
When was the last time,
God let anything nice happen to you?
That fragile piece of you,
Taken away, stolen.
And you're clueless what to do?

Tear trickles down your cheek
And you remembered the last time
You felt cared...
The feeling that nobody needs you now.

Have you ever felt the way I have?
Have you?